countdown 14

dear Shan Tu,

it's only 14 days left. You're leaving Taiwan, and going to discover another world, which is so different, that you never know.
When you made the decision, you have to be responsible for yourself. You did promise your parents, that you will finish the essay before you fly away. However, you have broken your own words. How dare you? There's nothing more important than being honest.
Stop fooling the days, and turn back to face your response. Go ahead!

yours,
Shan Tu


親愛的姍杜：

倒數十四天就要離開台灣、離開親愛的家鄉、親愛的家人與朋友，說不難過是騙人的，說不緊張是騙人的，說很期待是真的，說會想念是真的。
我知道，妳沒有辦法毫無牽掛，不僅是為了妳家人、妳朋友、妳愛人，甚至是妳的學業。我知道，妳曾經希望自己能夠完成計畫口試之後才出國，顯然妳太高估自己了，妳知道自己不到最後關頭是不會輕易行動的，怎麼還傻傻的以為自己做得到呢？怎麼還傻傻地敢誇下海口呢？
妳現在能做的，就是要對得起自己，妳沒有付出，是得不到收穫的。至少，把妳答應完成的工作，確切做完了再離開吧！

                                                                                                                                姍杜 上